Im so sorry I wanted to blog about CNY and valentine's day. I wanted to show off my ootd and the cookies I baked for my friends so badly but... Im not in the mood now. 

 I dont know how to describe it. It's anger, sadness  regrets, heartache, disappointment all mix together and my heart is not up for it. You know sometimes we judge people too fast and too easily. I just feel that it's kinda sad. A guy who always crack jokes and do retarded things doesnt means he's childish and weird. A girl who acts all confidence and fine doesnt means that she is too. Besides that, You know sometimes who act like we dont give a damn but deep inside we care too damn much. Sometimes we wanna forget some memories not because they are sad but because they are too sweet so you know you have to let them go. Some memories are too painful and you swear you will forget them. But some nights they creep into your  defenseless mind.  They say don't expect and everything will be a surprise. But how do we not expect. We are not gods we expect things. In life, people let you down and the worst ones are your parents.